At times like this I have no words. This is what I turn too for strength.   
 Footprints in the Sand   
         One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many    scenes from my life flashed across the sky. 
   
         In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were    two sets of footprints, other times there was one only. 
   
     This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my    life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the    Lord, 
 
   
     “You promised me Lord, 
   that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my    life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I    needed you most, have you not been there for me?” 
 
   
     The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of    footprints, my child, is when I carried you.” 
   
         Mary Stevenson, 1936