Supposed horror story. Again, you have no idea what the military does, or puts up with. Shot at, blown up, picking up pieces of people that 10 seconds ago were talking to you, shooting at wild dogs in self defense. No.. it was not fun. It was survival. There is a difference. You can ask any combat vet, he/she will tell you the same thing.
As others have stated, you can not just quit... there is no union establishing safety measures, there is no "oversight". You do what you are told, or go to prison.
You say I do not deserve any kind of compensation. How do you propose I get these nightmares out of my head? And you say I am fortunate.. that there is no need for any kind of compensation... Look at it this way then... My military retirement is my workmans compensation. My back is shot, I have metal fragments in my right leg, I have lost 20 percent hearing, there is constant ringing in my ears.. I guess I am fortunate.. I only have to work 2 jobs now, while being in pain.
Thank you for pointing out how lucky I am.